Hmm... its not that i didnt have anything to talk about in the past months.. the truth is that there was tooo much to talk about.. and i feared that if i hadnt realised it by now.. then me writing it down would make it permanent.. I thought i would to hurt to come back from it.. thought i could never come back from it.. scarred for life..
Then again.. my BFFs have the most perfect timing... i ws crumbling.. crashing.. thats when they both surprise me... fi n gis.. "2 people" who keep me alive... everyday with them made me understand that no matter what... they wont look at me with contempt... i know.. there wont be anyone like them.. i "love" them..
By the way i have decided i shall not make plans... Making plans is like building a castle of cards... i "tiny" draft... and evrything crashes around you.. but as humans... we have this tendency of building it all over again.. even when we know that its just time before it collapse again... but do we learn our lesson and stop??.. Hell no!.. Rather if we just stop for a while look back.. just one second to try and understand what went wrong.. instead of making the same mistake over and over.. we might have a chance at "being happie"..
"And for you.. who makes me who i am... I owe this.. you mean a lot... I realised you nw... Better late than never.. "
I do regret my mistakes... but i know now that without those mistakes..I wont b who i am nw.. lets just say i got convinced.. ;)
Ohhh i m travelling to india in 4days!! yayyy!!!
Well... "I am finally Happy !! really really Happy!"
Kate :)
Then again.. my BFFs have the most perfect timing... i ws crumbling.. crashing.. thats when they both surprise me... fi n gis.. "2 people" who keep me alive... everyday with them made me understand that no matter what... they wont look at me with contempt... i know.. there wont be anyone like them.. i "love" them..
By the way i have decided i shall not make plans... Making plans is like building a castle of cards... i "tiny" draft... and evrything crashes around you.. but as humans... we have this tendency of building it all over again.. even when we know that its just time before it collapse again... but do we learn our lesson and stop??.. Hell no!.. Rather if we just stop for a while look back.. just one second to try and understand what went wrong.. instead of making the same mistake over and over.. we might have a chance at "being happie"..
"And for you.. who makes me who i am... I owe this.. you mean a lot... I realised you nw... Better late than never.. "
I do regret my mistakes... but i know now that without those mistakes..I wont b who i am nw.. lets just say i got convinced.. ;)
Ohhh i m travelling to india in 4days!! yayyy!!!
Well... "I am finally Happy !! really really Happy!"
Kate :)
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