I keeping promisin to write more often.. but i just dont keep my promises.. :P .. its beeen out 4 months since i last wrote... not that i was planin to kill of the blog.. just that life has been too fast.... (This post is specially for Fifi.. somthn fr her to read :) )
Anyway... well christmas n new year passed happily... i had a one month winter break frm.. though the holidays wer so borin.. n it made me miss collg n my frnds so bad.. evn it reopened my sleep timings wer so messed up that i found myself dozin of in class.. jus imagin the first row.. n that too in a small class.. *phew* i din get caught... neway i did really well in my first semester.. i heard this sem is gona b a bitch.. bt i m willing to take the challenge... i m glad to hav my amazing frnds... they stick up fr me always... n ofcourse vice versa....
i bearly stay home nw.. i hang out a lot with my frnds.. i strted teachin Sunday school( Bible classes).. i teeach pre kg kids.. cute lil things.. half of them don evn knw their names.. :P its tiring.. bt fun.. Shocking rite..lol.. my classmates keep askin me if i m teachin the kids to smoke weed.. :P
Now back to all the drama.. I do wish that i coud go back in time n fix a few things... but then again if i do that then i wont end up here... wont end up wid my frnds... evrything is happening so fast that i don have words to describe hw i feel.. i get moody damn fast...
As always its those annoyin ups n downs... u knw.. there is a time wen u hate somthn or someone soo much.. n then u love that somthn or somone more than that.. n u regret spreading the hate.. well that happens to me evry single time...
there is this question in my head always... tormenting me... "What the Hell are u doing??"... n i hav NO answer to that watsoevr..
i have come to a point of no return... i don care much nemore.. or mayb i jus think tat i don care muj nemore.. too muj on my mind.. i hope i survive wid jus a few scratches n no permanent damage...
what i 'want' is right in front of me... but i jus cant take it... cz what i 'wanted' still haunts me...
Kate :)
Anyway... well christmas n new year passed happily... i had a one month winter break frm.. though the holidays wer so borin.. n it made me miss collg n my frnds so bad.. evn it reopened my sleep timings wer so messed up that i found myself dozin of in class.. jus imagin the first row.. n that too in a small class.. *phew* i din get caught... neway i did really well in my first semester.. i heard this sem is gona b a bitch.. bt i m willing to take the challenge... i m glad to hav my amazing frnds... they stick up fr me always... n ofcourse vice versa....
i bearly stay home nw.. i hang out a lot with my frnds.. i strted teachin Sunday school( Bible classes).. i teeach pre kg kids.. cute lil things.. half of them don evn knw their names.. :P its tiring.. bt fun.. Shocking rite..lol.. my classmates keep askin me if i m teachin the kids to smoke weed.. :P
As always its those annoyin ups n downs... u knw.. there is a time wen u hate somthn or someone soo much.. n then u love that somthn or somone more than that.. n u regret spreading the hate.. well that happens to me evry single time...
there is this question in my head always... tormenting me... "What the Hell are u doing??"... n i hav NO answer to that watsoevr..
i have come to a point of no return... i don care much nemore.. or mayb i jus think tat i don care muj nemore.. too muj on my mind.. i hope i survive wid jus a few scratches n no permanent damage...
what i 'want' is right in front of me... but i jus cant take it... cz what i 'wanted' still haunts me...
Kate :)
