Ohh come on!

I went for dance classes again.... n my legs feel fine.. :) ....quite excited to move after such a long time..... unearthing what was hidden in me for 3 yrs!!!

i was sooo glad that i got to go out today .... i missed my friends.... i had a good time... unfortunately missed the movie..
I chatted with my sister yesterday.... a video chat... for 5 hrs!!!... couldn't be happier.... and both of us succeeded yet again in fabricating a human being.... we are getting quite good at it.... but at the end of the day i think

"What a tangled web we weave, when we chose to deceive"....

I had an eventful weekend... Easter was just amazing!!!... but the mass... well... my mom and i sat in the section where ladies who have small kids sit... n pregnant ladies too.... well the other area was way too crowded and hot.. but what the hey.. my moms the lady and i am her kid... and that section wasn't specifically meant for that group... lets just say it was taken over... and it happens to be an isolated section... and the priest cant see that area... so well it was literally like a kids park.. ;)
Which reminds me... i sat next to this weird lady for Maundy Thursday mass... and she had this super annoying kid with her... i guess i wrote about her before.... this lady caught my earring and should it to her kid.... and then told her "See her earring... even we have".. n she pointed to her kids stud... n i stared at her... i never told her that she didn't have one... then why the hell was she telling me that.. den she tells me to ask her kid (once again pointing at the earring) "what is this?"... i was soo shocked ... i mean .. i know what that is... and obviously the kid was too small for speech... then what did she expect to achieve???
.. N i thought i was weird!!!!!

Kate

Monster!

Well.. i m kinda getting addicted to blogging... thanks to my appreciative friends.....

My mom had made this Indian desert called payasam... its made with vermicelli n coconut milk and stuff... anyway.. its tasty.. but it also has fried raisins n cashew nuts.. which i find as a obstruction in the smooth taste.. but its supposed to give the crunchy flavour.. in any case i keep spitting it out.. finally i gt fed up n i decided to take a bite.. and surprisingly i loved it.... that's wen i realised that there are many things in life which can bring us joy.... small small things.... but we just ignore it... neglect it.... v don give it a chance... but at some point we will realise it....

I love the TV show Dexter... i hate death n murder... but somehow the series have brought me in touch with my inner monster.... people beware.. ;)

Kate

Excited!!

The first time i ever sat and forced myself to sit and watch a movie... just because i wanted to get it over with.. High school musical 3.... i just don't get it... guy n girl loves each other..... they break up... become really sad... they get together.... THE END.... Lame!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. my lil cousin could write a better story!!... n the songs sucked harder... it all sounded the same... but i did like the choreography of a few.... especially of Boys Are Back...

Speaking of my cousin... he came home yesterday.... he is sooooooo cuteeee.... well i have to admit he did slap me a few times.... but who cares when he is sooo cute n bubbly.... he smiles for anything and everything... brown curls..... sooo adorable... n he is just 1yr n 3 months!!!

And yess... some of my friends are back from India... making me happier!!!... now i have to make plans.. n gt my parents to approve it... *sigh*

Kate

Mixed feelings

Joined my dance class after 3 years.... m a little rusty... ohh okay!!... that's putting it very lightly.... my legs are literally numb... i cant move them... they hurt like hell!!!!
i wanted to scream out mercy.. wen my sir made me dance 3 dances ... which were quite long.. about 17minutes... i couldn't bare it... every muscle was throbbing!!!!
I m missing y friends.. now more than ever... i am glad that i am getting back some friends i thought were lost forever... *sigh*
I am waiting... now... to see what the world has in store for me... I want to go out there and explore....
At the same time.. i m scared to leave all that i have known behind...

Kate

Thinking all over again

Had a very long mass yesterday.. 5hrs!!... .. which has made me decide that i ll only marry a catholic..."lets hope".. ;)
Imagine ending up for 3 hrs in a hot humid hall with a very sulky n spoilt kid right next to you... she literally screams for everything... n tried to pull my nail out... what did she think ... that it ll just come out???...

As usual having problems with relationships..... how come people just assume what they to me???... its getting super annoying....!!!!!!!!!!!!

Was watching "made of honor".. just love the soundtrack.. "love song" and "Stop crying your heart out"...

Slept the whole day.. went to sleep at 3pm n woke at 1:30am... i guess the saying "When the world sleeps.. I'm awake, and when i am awake.. the world sleeps."

I have lots to do... and a lot of time in my hands.. but i don't seem to get anything done.... I am beyond frustrated... I ll scream out "HELLLLPPPPP!!!!!"

Kate

Am i or Am i not?

I always considered my self independent... I wouldn't take insults from anybody.. i had absolutely no reason for it... but know.. i feel like i am softening.. people usually soften at an old age.. but well i m just a teenager... i shouldn't be softening.. no way... its like i am turning senile a little too soon.. well i guess i am putting it too mildly...
people often say that i am crazy.. well i ll give them this.. I AM!!... no doubt....


I was reading a Walk to remember... it is the one book i read without realising that i was actually turning the pages... it just flowed... i am amazed at the way Nicholas Sparks wrote it.... the way he brought all the emotions into it.....
There is this line which really attracted me..

"Life I've learned, is never fair. If people teach anything in school, that should be it."

Kate

Confused

I have always believed in myself... i had a vision about where i was heading..... it could get blurred at times... but i always knew it was there....But now....  m totally confused... i know where i m going to be after 3 months... but today... tomorrow... i don know what i ll b doing...  i am now waiting for the clouds to clear...
All the relationships.... its confusing me... who r they?? r they my friends... or my enemies masquerading as friends???
i was n still am good at solving others problems.... but wen it comes to my own.... i m lost....

sometimes i feel i should take parenting classes for my parents.... restricting me is only going to make me want to do it again.... Why do they keep saying "I was your age once.. i know what you are thinking"... i mean if they do know... den why on earth cant they understand???

one more friend left to India.. ='(
but well i had my perks... i chatted with many of my friends... one even called.... yipeeeeee!!!!
din sleep whole night n day... went to bed at 5pm n woke at 9pm... Amazed at myself!!!

Kate

Reflection

I used to always describe ppl playin farmville on facebook ... as lame n jobless.. n here i am... sittin at 6:45 in the mornin playin cityville....
I m soo glad right nw.... i jus spoke to my sis... i hvnt seen or spoken to her for years.... i miss her sooo much....
there wer times wen my parents tol me  "all ur frnds will leave at some point... they ll go searchin for greener pastures.... "... bt here i prove them wrong... we still share the same affection for each other.... It makes me wana think... i ll make new frnds... while i cherish those i hav!!....
as usual i was on the fone hav the night... was talkin to my dear sis n frnd... v wer talkin bout the times v spend in skool... lik wen v had to teach our english teachr english!!!!
i m goin thru mood swings for the past few months... n i feel lik an absolute clown!!.. well i m glad that i aint the only goin thru it.... it always nice to hav company.. ;)
ONCE AGIN... I MISS U MY SISTAZ!!!!!!!!!!!

Kate

Missin u.. ='(

Cant think of nethin more than hw muj i miss my sisters... always givin advices n bossin over them.... ders nothn i miss more... wish dey wr here... nw.. wen i really want them....

i hope i ll meet u guys...

Kate

Startin steps

Its amazes some ppl that i hv practically reversed my days n nights.... well, in a way .. i have... i sleep like at 11 in the mornin and wake up around 7 in the evenin.... well, u cant xactly blame me.. wen i hav nothn else to do oder dan watch tv and slp......
i hav kinda got addicted to some tv shows... ones like dexter, las vegas, community..... gtin addicted to dexter actually took me by surprise cz i m nt xactly blood loving.... lolzz.. n i prefer the silence of the night.. with no prnts to chnge the channel.....
i m also on the fone half the night.. *sheepish*
Relationships are so weird.....n complicated... ur friends turn out to b ur enemies ....n ppl u thout u coud neva connect wid turns out to b ur best frnd..... same can hapn with relationships.....
i always keep wonderin... y me???... bt nw i m glad its me..... if v din make mistakes... den wat woud v learn???

There are 3 great things in this world.
The first thing is for you to love someone.
The second thing is for someone to love you back
and the third greatest thing is for
the first and second thing to happen at the same time ...♥

Never say I Love You if you don't really care,
Never talk about feelings if they aren't really there,
Never hold my hand if your going to break my heart,
Never say your going to if you never plan to start,
Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie,
...Never say hello if you really mean goodbye,
If you really mean forever, then say that you will try,
Never say forever cause forever makes me cry
....

Life is meant to b lived.... n thats wat i ll do.... nt show cowardice by endin it all.... bt show courage that i can face it all...

Kate

First time jitters

Hmm... Cant belive i m doin this... always thougth that bloggin wasnt meant for me.... OKi... here i go!

Life hasnt been easy the past few weeks.... always waited for the xamz to get over.... nt nw that its over... my dear frnds hav all lft... i hv no clue hw i m gona survive for the nxt 4 months... it sems like i m stranded on an island.. all alone..... there os always dat fear ... wt if evryone frgts me??... wt if i m lft to rot in this island.... bt somwer somthn tells me... ders someone out der... someone who ll come bak for me... =)
too chessy huh... waitin to say bye to this place.... i regret all the times i had fights wid my frnds... wen i coud actually njoy wid em... n collect memories... as always... i still beliv.. wat has to hpn will hpn.. ;)
missin evryone who was out here...

phew... that wasnt all that bad... lolzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Kate