Everything happens for a reason

 For a whole month, my friend Christina was in Kuwait... v used to go out like evry single day.. beach .. movies... evrywer!... v watched Real Steel.. i ws initially worried that Chris woudn like the movie.. bt she loved it!!... :) it ws a movie with a lot of meaning.. its not the size that matters..

I love my classmates in collg!!.... they r amazin ppl... well atleast most of them :P.. bt who cares bout the others... i hav got 2 amazin frnds.. Duda n Fajer.. sometimes I feel like v wer destined to meet... they r always der to lift my sprirts wen i m low.. make my smile wen i m sad... n shout at me wen i screw up... n yes Habibi.. hw coud i frgt him.. :P  i love em!.. they remind me soo much of Fifi n Gigi... n my granpaa.. :D I do hav oder frnds who love to annoy me.. bt if i strt writin then i wont stop!

"I seldom end up where I wanted to go, but almost always end up where I need to be."

I am sure that this is pretty much the case for evryone... the reason i wanted to stay back in Kuwait is fading away... i am disappointed.. i am hurt.. But as i say evry single time "Everything happens for a reason".. this reason is becoming clearer n clearer.. n m looking forward to evry single adventure.. evry new thing.. evry up n down that this life will take me... only coz i knw m worth it... i knw i deserve the best... i hav the best of frnds..

For the rest of them.. FO.. u rnt my frnd coz u don deserve to b... i ll just let u be the way u r... cz m sure karma will knock u down to ur knees...

Kate

Life is all bout Adjustments

Its my Third day at collg... first day.. i ws damn lonely n i missed my frnds.. nt tat i don miss em nw.. its just that it was the first day .. n kinda got overwhelmed by all the new faces.. bt the second day i was btr off.. n well as for today.. my first lecture is over... n it ws good.. xcept for the fact that i m sleepy..

wat i love bout the campus is that.. it is xactly hw i wanted my camous to be.. an international campus... carpeted floors.. clean toilets... awesome classrooms.. amazin labs.. n the vry pride in belongin to such a campus... bt again.. evrythin has its downside.. in my case.. MY FRIENDS.. one of a kind ppl... ppl infrnt of whom.. i coud b the real crazy me!!!

Kate

Starting all over again!!

I had my college orientation today... it ws awesome!!!.. i m soo lookin forward to spendin the next 4 yrs there.. i do  miss my friends n somtimes i wish i coud be with them.. but fortunately i get to evryone of them when they come to kuwait!! and the challenge of makin new friends when there is just another Indian in the whole class is quite exciting...  :)

And the college supports a wide range of clubs and groups.. i m already proud to be a part of it!!.. i m sure that there will b lots of exciting days coming soon!!.. n i love the time table.. i gt holidays 3 days a week!!!.. n jus 2 classes per day!!!.. yipeeeeee :D

Kate

Gist of it all!!

OMG!!! i hav forgotten how my blog looks!! no.. i havent been neglecting it.. well, not exactly... i had been quite busy.. n a lil lazy (umm.. myb more than a lil)....

Like i said i had gone to India..my frnds n i had an amazin time.. though Maya had spend just one day wid us.. coz her classes had strted.. Amal n i had gotten hyper..  v watched a couple of movies toghtr.. smurf ws fun.. n Final destination 5!!.. boy i cant imagine hw to tell u hw tat ws!!.. v wer soo freaked.. v wer lookin thru under the 3D glasses.. n at one point i out my hair in front of my face.. !!
went to mysore on a road trip.. had an amazin time... timeless art n architecture..
n the oder perk bout being der was i coud message my besties netime for free.. :D.. i miss em. :'(
n i also travelled alone for the first time.. n i was sick all thru the journey.. n was delayed 9 hours!!!..
oHhhhhhhhhh.. i am a lisenced driver in India!!! n i did to oil paintings.. which ppl said they d buy!!! ^^

aftr comin bak here it ws borin as usual.. until my BFF fifi came knockin on the door n surprised the hell outa me.. she ws here jus fr 3 days.. n i miss her.. v wer literally crazy... nw i m waitin fr Chris to come.. in a week... n Gigi in dec!!..
n i went to skool today... met my teachers.. n i slied down.. n straightened my hair.. so i look a lot hotter nw.. :P (jk) ;)

i m lookin forward for collg nw.. n yes i ll update my blog evrytime i gt a chance..

m happy.. :D

Kate

Knock em' down!

Well.. aftr coming out here to India.. i hav been soo busy.. shoppin, visitin.. n yes.. hw coud i frgt.. Driving!!!.. i turned 18 4 days bak so i coud finally go for my learners license test.. n yes i passed.. My driving school is pretty cool.. (ohh that rhymes) v hav 1 day demo.. 2 day theory.. 5 day simulation.. n 10 day road drivin.. i ll hav to appear fr the road test on 25th of aug. the same day i m flyin bak...

the cool thing about India is that u gt to meet relatives u hav only heard of.. i met my cuz .. n she is pretty cool.. v hit it off awesome..

Bt here is wat i m all xcited bout!.. Maya, Amal, her bro.. n myslf went to the mall yestrday.. n v stayed deer till lik 10.. n tats really late fr 3 unsupervised girls to stay bak.. bt v had loads of fun.. n wer hopelesssly stared at.. bt bfr leavin Amal smiled at the guys who wer starin at us.. i din knw wer to look.. so i smiled fr evryone.. :P.. n maya bein a good girl din bothr smilin at all... ^^

V WENT BOwlin!!!!!!!! ohh it  ws jus awesome!!.. i initially had trbl stomachin the fact that i had b makin a fool of myslf.. bt finally gt ovr it... i gt the second highest score.. :D
i miss being wid my frnds.. i can totally b my crazy slf wid em!!!

still smilin!!

Kate

God's own country

landed safely.. the flight was awesome!.. noo it sucked!!.. mm well a bit of both.. the flight was bumpy.. lota turbulence.. bt i kinda lik it so i dint mind it muj... bt the sucky part ws travellin wid bout 15 ppl frm sharjah.. all of em emraties.. n travellin ffr the first time.. they dint knw wat to do wid the seat belt!!!.. fine .. i wont blame em fr tat.. bt atleast they can follow basic etiquette.. bt NO they have to scream like they r sittin in their house.. they hav to jump ovr our heads.. well leave em..

m soo haappy i gt to talk to 3 of my sis.. chris mia n fifi.. they wr as xcited as me!!.. its2:30 here.. n m nt feelin slpy.. mind clock is set accordin to kwt time.. m wonderin wt tmrw has fr me.. so here i am signin off.. starin at all the pink things in my pink room

Kate

Airport madness

Its been a looong loong time since i last blogged.. what wid my stupid net connection... right nw i m the the airport lounge.. on the way to my homeland.. i hav been sittin n hoggin here..|

i m quite xcited.. i gt to meet my frnds frm skool.. most of them r studyin there.. ohh n i frgt to mention.. i ll b studyin rite here at the Australian Unv.. passed their test wid the highscore!! :D so m quite xcited..
bt i ll sure miss this place.. though its jus a 40 day trip.. there is somthin or somone here pullin me bak.. ;) .. m sure if my sis z Mia N Fifi reads this they ll gt hyper!!
i cant wait to talk to them.. really miss all my frnds :(

i hav been totally craze the whole day... i ws besoted wid the conveyor belt tat i wanted to sit on sit.. so i decided to buy an airport wen i grow older an sit on the conveyor belt.. i ll invite my frnds too...
ohh i gtg... they r callin my flight... b bak soon.. n safe journey to me..
Love, Kate

How could I!??

I feel absolutely miserable... my friend/brother/granpaa.. is pissed with me.... n i dont blame him one bit... i deserve it.. he trusts me with evrything.. n i told on him..

i did it for the best... like i mentioned before he had met with an accident.. n they removed the casts frm his hands.. n guess wat.. he went riding... i tol him not to.. bt he din lisen.. n i was worried sick.. i cant bare nethin hapnin to him.. n i tol on him to his brother.. n he is gtin screwed.. i admit m a bad human being... bt i did it for the best!!..

i knw it ll take sometime for him to trust me again... bt if i could go back in time... i d correct tat one mistake i made... i hope he forgives me someday soon... m eagerly waitin fr him to call out "auntyyyyyy"

Kate

Unbiased!

It seems totally unfair of me to b writin only bout missin my frnds n bout bad times... i totally frgt about this amazing time i had last week...

5 frnds of mine n myslf went iceskating!!.oh n one of my frnds, drives, so he took us... v had an amazing time fallin on our asses... amng all of us .. i took the longest to leave the rails... bt it ws fun... n on our way back.. totally unxpectedly v wer taken jet skiin!!!.. 2 things i always wanted to do!!.. i did it in 1 day!!!... it ws jus sooo coool...  n moreover, he drives awesome!!! fast n zig-zag!! totally an exhilaratin day!!!

Kate

Hurt!

Its only when u lose somthing, that u realise the true value of it.. until then what u thought u coud do without, will attain such high value... in my case i m talkin bout my frnds...

went to messila... was promised dat i d b taken care off.. n well in the end ws absolutly ditched.. coudn hurt nemore...
this post goes out to 3 of my frnds...

Mia, fr  always being wid me.. through thick n thin... in cludin forgettin her fun to make sure i ws havin fun.. always... aqua park marina.. whereevr... i love u.. u r the best!!!

Fifi, once agin fr being wid me... worryin bout me... chngin me... n makin me wat i m.. i coud jus go on n on.... i love u... u rock

Ambi, i m sure.. u ll b surprised at his name... bt well.. he is the best frnd neone coud hav... n he proved it at aqua park... he promised to stay wid us.. n he kept his promise... though i hvnt known u fr vry long... i feel lik v hv been frnds fr ages... u r an awesome guy... love u!

u ppl... n well som oders... can lift my spirits frm the deepest dungeons... i m lucky to hv had u in my life..

Kate

Popcorn

I have been watching a lot of movies recently...

i know "despicable me" is quite old movie... bt it was sooo cute.. specially the girls.. angela in particular.. i could keep her a my own!!!...

bt now i am into movies with a twist.. like inception or the illutionist... the endings are so unexpected and amazing... you would be shocked at the climax... i just watched "the prestige" by the same director of inception "christopher nolan" not in a million years did i ever xpect such a climax.. well i guess that s what the aim was... i would like to write the review.. but i rather wish u all would watch it.. though there is one thing i din approve of in the movie... the character "Angier".. seems to hav lost evrythin.. somhow it dint seem fair..

Revenge, at first though sweet

Bitter ere long back on itself recoils

Kate

Life isn’t about what happens to you, it’s about how you react to what happens to you.

i knw its been quite sometime since i last blogged.. lots hpnd in this time.... well i got my 12th results.. i hv done pretty well.. i m not very satisfied but i guess its gota do... m sure to do awesome at collg.. :)

i was invited to go to aqua park with my frnds once agin... n tats when i realised that my last drownin xperience has given me a swimming-pool-phobia....

n i kinda got back toghtr with this friend... i dunno hw long its gona last.. bt for nw i guess it ll have to do...

ohh i had this dance program... classical.. i had 3 dances to perform.. n i had to do this elobrate costume, make-up and hair change for each performance.... n the first two had jus barely 20mins gap... i still dunno hw i managed to chnge so fast... bt thnkfully it all worked out awesome!!! :D

and my frnd.. who i call granpaa... n is like my brother.. met with an accident... :'(... n he broke almost evrythin in his body.. n all bcoz he ws tryin to slow down to let a dog cross.. being an animal lover... i appreciate it... bt i hvnt taken soo much tension ever... i couldnt bare not knowing if he was ok... bt well he is fine now. :D it jus reminded me:

Life is like a coin. You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once

Kate

Au revoir mes amies!

Finally my other sis left to India too... i knw i still have frnds out here... bt its not the same... they cant replace her... i knw that very soon i ll have to say goodbye to all my friends... its hard but it has to be done...

i m lucky to have known people who are so hard to say goodbye to...

Through all the lies, the sad goodbyes, the things we hide, the tears we've cried, through the odds and the ends, we've been friends. Though times have passed, the memories last, so always remember, we'll be friends forever.

these r the times when we think of what we have lost and what we hav taken for granted... v finally see the things that were always there bt v failed to recognise it....

You never leave someone behind, you take a part of them with you and leave a part of yourself behind

Kate

Gulp gulp!

i happen to go to aqua park with my friend few days ago... n yes.. i dunno hw to swim... i stepped right into the pool n almost drowned... thnx to Glenn n Mehtab who almost tried to kill me!!.. n wen i finally got over that fear... the water which was upto my neck was tickling me... wat coud b worse...

n then on the water slide fallin in head first n not findin my footing.. i needed the lifeguard to rescue me!!.. who asked me to do it again n he ll save me... n i shouldnt forget my sis Mia and close friend Ambadi who stood by me the whole time... n saved me the oder two times... n i learned to float!! *applause*

i had an amazin time.. m glad i went with them... it somthin i ll always remembr n treasure....

Kate

“A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are.”

sometimes.... friendship is merely considered as a system of give n take... n many a times seeing someone as a friend doesnt truely have tat emotion behind... its very rare to find a good friend who actually cares for u... someone who really understands the meanin of friendship.. but wen u find them.. its really worth... all the search would seem a small... all the backstabbin and betrayal will b forgotten..

Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave , and impossible to forget...

its those awkward and embarassin moments wen the so called frnds woud giv u a cold shoulder... but tat is xactly wen ur true friends stands up for you... u might be wondering why i m all cheeky today.. well i went out with a couple of friends... mia n myslf had and awesome girl time... n bak with the other friend.. we had brownie n juice frm starbucks.. n yes i puked... i couldnt b more embarassed... i feel so bad to hav ruined the day... :(
n mia was there for me.. the whole time... she is one awesome sis... i know m fortunate.. m glad... i knw that my friendship will last forever... n the other time was wen chloe was there for me at an other situtation... i know they ll b my best buddies!!!
Chloe n Mia (N all the other friends who mean so much to me)..

"Even though we've changed and we're finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends."

Kate

Somebody kill me!

Is it just me, or is it the people aaround me??... all the annoying people in the world seem to come to me for their comfort.... ohh yes.. m sweet.... but no one is supposed to overstay their welcome!... well.. as u might hav already figured out.. i am lil frustrated.. ok... maybe more than a lil...

Ohh n btw... i hav been watching smallville... the last season... n m loving it!!... i somehow love this superhuman thingys... i somtimes feel tat i m superhuman... afterall some friends call me 'iron woman'... n well now 'storm'.... pretty cool huh... two superhumans in one...

  

oki.. finally... i m kinda cool now. phew....
i m always here... ne of u want nethin.... m here... sowie bout the earlier outburst....
;)

Kate

Thnx guys!

Well.. the past one week has been very eventful for me.... thanks to my brother being here.. but unfortunately he is leaving tomorrow... surprisingly we dint hav a single fight this time... which is very uncommon for both of us...

i ll be soo lonely the next month... my damn close friend Mia is leaving on 6th... and after that i m sure i ll die of boredom.. that is if i dint die before that... there are some other friends of mine.. but m pretty sure that they wont stay up he whole night chatting with me or talking on the fone.... i miss my Granpaaa( well.. he isnt actually my Granpaa considerin the fact tat he calls me auntyy, n is my age, i guess u got the picture) he is on a trip n cant come online often...  theres this Other Friend who chats wimme evryday... n theres Chloe my best buddy... she been buggin me for the past one week to get on skype which i havnt done so far :P... n ofcourse Maya... v been talking all grownup nowadays ;)
I really dont know what i would have done without them..... they were always there for me....

Kate

Faster!

Finally my bro is back home.... n he is helping me with installing softwares on my laptop... m sure gonna miss him wen i leave... :'(

i went to church on friday... n i saw a 4 yr old kid with a cell..... n he was trying to woo a 3yr old girl wid it.... xD

n last but not the least.....i went to watch "Fast Five".. it s one amazing movie... with an awesome plot!!!!.... i had to throw a huge tantrum at home for convincing my parents to let me go... but it was worth it all.... i had an amazing time with my friends too!!!... it shouda come out in 3D... it was worth watchin... 2hrs of pure adrenaline!!!!

Kate

Masala!

MY dear friend has been pestering me for days to update my blog..... its not that i have lost interest in blogging... its just that i don seem to have time to blog... n i just don't understand what else i have been doing with my time.... its like its evaporating...

i Had gone out with my friends today... n everything was perfect until one got jealous ... well unfortunately i got to protect their privacy... not that i want to.. :@ .. but what can i do... i happened to be a good girl... 0:) ....one of my friends dared me too drink an entire cup of espresso... with out sugar... its called "COD".... n i took the dare.... n i lost... n ended up puking *sheepish*... had lunch from TGI Fridays... good one .. yummmy

Well... i had a good day in any case... i went for an art fest in school... the same function where my cell and camera were stolen...(i got it back... i was half dead until then.. like a lost a part of me ).... it was awesome!!!... i went with 2 of my very close friends.... there was dis very funny incident.. a member of the committee... an Indian fella... wearing Kuwaiti costume *show off*... n carrying a stick... weirdo comes n tells us "yalla bara".. meaning "get out"... as if we would do tat... in the end he himself walked out.. xD


Kate

Finally

Yipeee!!!! after waiting for a looonng looonng time..... i finally got  my lappie yesterday.... i just love it!!!!.... Something good after going through a whole week seeing relationships falling apart :(

Now i a waiting for my brother to come... to help me figure out some things...
Actually he was supposed to come only by august.... and by then I wouldn't be here..... and now fortunately he is coming next week!!!! Its quite weird... i really miss him... i wait for him to come... but once he is here.... i just wait for him to go back... and when the time for him to leave nears... i hope that he doesn't go.... I love him..... but well its a complicated relation.. i guess everyone with siblings would know wat i mean....

Well, i Am going back to my lappie.... toodles ;)

Kate

'To meet and part is the way of life; to part and meet is the hope of life'

I did this great deed of posting my class photographs on my facebook profile.... it brought out the emo side of most of us.... reaching over 154 comments in the first 45mins right after it was posted... rest assured i miss my classmates... and i am sure that they feel the same way... all i have to do is just read those comments to confirm it.... My class was one very weird class... each any every one of us was different... unique.... precious... in such a way that if even one was absent she would surely be missed.... Hearing the song Photograph by Nickleback... i cant control anymore!!

It was one year where we din give a damn as to who screwed us... or how we got screwed... I mean why would we care wen  all of us were getting screwed.... xD.... My friends have already mentioned in their blogs what i had wished to say....

School is going to be like no other time in our life....the silly fights....never ending PT periods....mass bunking...so many hands in a single Tiffin...combined study sessions ending up more like combined gossip sessions...big gang of friends...rocking annual days...awesome picnics....friendly teachers...group discussions on anything and nothing....group photographs...remarkable marks...terror report cards...self parents signatures.......justified mistakes....n it just goes on and on...
I never regret being a part of ICSK…. They are too many memories that I treasure… 

I too wish that we have a reunion... i don't care where we go as long as we are all together again...

 MISS U ALL!!!! LOVE U GUYS!!!!

Kate

Ohh come on!

I went for dance classes again.... n my legs feel fine.. :) ....quite excited to move after such a long time..... unearthing what was hidden in me for 3 yrs!!!

i was sooo glad that i got to go out today .... i missed my friends.... i had a good time... unfortunately missed the movie..
I chatted with my sister yesterday.... a video chat... for 5 hrs!!!... couldn't be happier.... and both of us succeeded yet again in fabricating a human being.... we are getting quite good at it.... but at the end of the day i think

"What a tangled web we weave, when we chose to deceive"....

I had an eventful weekend... Easter was just amazing!!!... but the mass... well... my mom and i sat in the section where ladies who have small kids sit... n pregnant ladies too.... well the other area was way too crowded and hot.. but what the hey.. my moms the lady and i am her kid... and that section wasn't specifically meant for that group... lets just say it was taken over... and it happens to be an isolated section... and the priest cant see that area... so well it was literally like a kids park.. ;)
Which reminds me... i sat next to this weird lady for Maundy Thursday mass... and she had this super annoying kid with her... i guess i wrote about her before.... this lady caught my earring and should it to her kid.... and then told her "See her earring... even we have".. n she pointed to her kids stud... n i stared at her... i never told her that she didn't have one... then why the hell was she telling me that.. den she tells me to ask her kid (once again pointing at the earring) "what is this?"... i was soo shocked ... i mean .. i know what that is... and obviously the kid was too small for speech... then what did she expect to achieve???
.. N i thought i was weird!!!!!

Kate

Monster!

Well.. i m kinda getting addicted to blogging... thanks to my appreciative friends.....

My mom had made this Indian desert called payasam... its made with vermicelli n coconut milk and stuff... anyway.. its tasty.. but it also has fried raisins n cashew nuts.. which i find as a obstruction in the smooth taste.. but its supposed to give the crunchy flavour.. in any case i keep spitting it out.. finally i gt fed up n i decided to take a bite.. and surprisingly i loved it.... that's wen i realised that there are many things in life which can bring us joy.... small small things.... but we just ignore it... neglect it.... v don give it a chance... but at some point we will realise it....

I love the TV show Dexter... i hate death n murder... but somehow the series have brought me in touch with my inner monster.... people beware.. ;)

Kate

Excited!!

The first time i ever sat and forced myself to sit and watch a movie... just because i wanted to get it over with.. High school musical 3.... i just don't get it... guy n girl loves each other..... they break up... become really sad... they get together.... THE END.... Lame!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. my lil cousin could write a better story!!... n the songs sucked harder... it all sounded the same... but i did like the choreography of a few.... especially of Boys Are Back...

Speaking of my cousin... he came home yesterday.... he is sooooooo cuteeee.... well i have to admit he did slap me a few times.... but who cares when he is sooo cute n bubbly.... he smiles for anything and everything... brown curls..... sooo adorable... n he is just 1yr n 3 months!!!

And yess... some of my friends are back from India... making me happier!!!... now i have to make plans.. n gt my parents to approve it... *sigh*

Kate

Mixed feelings

Joined my dance class after 3 years.... m a little rusty... ohh okay!!... that's putting it very lightly.... my legs are literally numb... i cant move them... they hurt like hell!!!!
i wanted to scream out mercy.. wen my sir made me dance 3 dances ... which were quite long.. about 17minutes... i couldn't bare it... every muscle was throbbing!!!!
I m missing y friends.. now more than ever... i am glad that i am getting back some friends i thought were lost forever... *sigh*
I am waiting... now... to see what the world has in store for me... I want to go out there and explore....
At the same time.. i m scared to leave all that i have known behind...

Kate

Thinking all over again

Had a very long mass yesterday.. 5hrs!!... .. which has made me decide that i ll only marry a catholic..."lets hope".. ;)
Imagine ending up for 3 hrs in a hot humid hall with a very sulky n spoilt kid right next to you... she literally screams for everything... n tried to pull my nail out... what did she think ... that it ll just come out???...

As usual having problems with relationships..... how come people just assume what they to me???... its getting super annoying....!!!!!!!!!!!!

Was watching "made of honor".. just love the soundtrack.. "love song" and "Stop crying your heart out"...

Slept the whole day.. went to sleep at 3pm n woke at 1:30am... i guess the saying "When the world sleeps.. I'm awake, and when i am awake.. the world sleeps."

I have lots to do... and a lot of time in my hands.. but i don't seem to get anything done.... I am beyond frustrated... I ll scream out "HELLLLPPPPP!!!!!"

Kate

Am i or Am i not?

I always considered my self independent... I wouldn't take insults from anybody.. i had absolutely no reason for it... but know.. i feel like i am softening.. people usually soften at an old age.. but well i m just a teenager... i shouldn't be softening.. no way... its like i am turning senile a little too soon.. well i guess i am putting it too mildly...
people often say that i am crazy.. well i ll give them this.. I AM!!... no doubt....


I was reading a Walk to remember... it is the one book i read without realising that i was actually turning the pages... it just flowed... i am amazed at the way Nicholas Sparks wrote it.... the way he brought all the emotions into it.....
There is this line which really attracted me..

"Life I've learned, is never fair. If people teach anything in school, that should be it."

Kate

Confused

I have always believed in myself... i had a vision about where i was heading..... it could get blurred at times... but i always knew it was there....But now....  m totally confused... i know where i m going to be after 3 months... but today... tomorrow... i don know what i ll b doing...  i am now waiting for the clouds to clear...
All the relationships.... its confusing me... who r they?? r they my friends... or my enemies masquerading as friends???
i was n still am good at solving others problems.... but wen it comes to my own.... i m lost....

sometimes i feel i should take parenting classes for my parents.... restricting me is only going to make me want to do it again.... Why do they keep saying "I was your age once.. i know what you are thinking"... i mean if they do know... den why on earth cant they understand???

one more friend left to India.. ='(
but well i had my perks... i chatted with many of my friends... one even called.... yipeeeeee!!!!
din sleep whole night n day... went to bed at 5pm n woke at 9pm... Amazed at myself!!!

Kate

Reflection

I used to always describe ppl playin farmville on facebook ... as lame n jobless.. n here i am... sittin at 6:45 in the mornin playin cityville....
I m soo glad right nw.... i jus spoke to my sis... i hvnt seen or spoken to her for years.... i miss her sooo much....
there wer times wen my parents tol me  "all ur frnds will leave at some point... they ll go searchin for greener pastures.... "... bt here i prove them wrong... we still share the same affection for each other.... It makes me wana think... i ll make new frnds... while i cherish those i hav!!....
as usual i was on the fone hav the night... was talkin to my dear sis n frnd... v wer talkin bout the times v spend in skool... lik wen v had to teach our english teachr english!!!!
i m goin thru mood swings for the past few months... n i feel lik an absolute clown!!.. well i m glad that i aint the only goin thru it.... it always nice to hav company.. ;)
ONCE AGIN... I MISS U MY SISTAZ!!!!!!!!!!!

Kate

Missin u.. ='(

Cant think of nethin more than hw muj i miss my sisters... always givin advices n bossin over them.... ders nothn i miss more... wish dey wr here... nw.. wen i really want them....

i hope i ll meet u guys...

Kate

Startin steps

Its amazes some ppl that i hv practically reversed my days n nights.... well, in a way .. i have... i sleep like at 11 in the mornin and wake up around 7 in the evenin.... well, u cant xactly blame me.. wen i hav nothn else to do oder dan watch tv and slp......
i hav kinda got addicted to some tv shows... ones like dexter, las vegas, community..... gtin addicted to dexter actually took me by surprise cz i m nt xactly blood loving.... lolzz.. n i prefer the silence of the night.. with no prnts to chnge the channel.....
i m also on the fone half the night.. *sheepish*
Relationships are so weird.....n complicated... ur friends turn out to b ur enemies ....n ppl u thout u coud neva connect wid turns out to b ur best frnd..... same can hapn with relationships.....
i always keep wonderin... y me???... bt nw i m glad its me..... if v din make mistakes... den wat woud v learn???

There are 3 great things in this world.
The first thing is for you to love someone.
The second thing is for someone to love you back
and the third greatest thing is for
the first and second thing to happen at the same time ...♥

Never say I Love You if you don't really care,
Never talk about feelings if they aren't really there,
Never hold my hand if your going to break my heart,
Never say your going to if you never plan to start,
Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie,
...Never say hello if you really mean goodbye,
If you really mean forever, then say that you will try,
Never say forever cause forever makes me cry
....

Life is meant to b lived.... n thats wat i ll do.... nt show cowardice by endin it all.... bt show courage that i can face it all...

Kate

First time jitters

Hmm... Cant belive i m doin this... always thougth that bloggin wasnt meant for me.... OKi... here i go!

Life hasnt been easy the past few weeks.... always waited for the xamz to get over.... nt nw that its over... my dear frnds hav all lft... i hv no clue hw i m gona survive for the nxt 4 months... it sems like i m stranded on an island.. all alone..... there os always dat fear ... wt if evryone frgts me??... wt if i m lft to rot in this island.... bt somwer somthn tells me... ders someone out der... someone who ll come bak for me... =)
too chessy huh... waitin to say bye to this place.... i regret all the times i had fights wid my frnds... wen i coud actually njoy wid em... n collect memories... as always... i still beliv.. wat has to hpn will hpn.. ;)
missin evryone who was out here...

phew... that wasnt all that bad... lolzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Kate